<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172</id><updated>2012-01-31T15:24:39.473-08:00</updated><category term='friend friday'/><category term='crazy love'/><category term='outdoor adventures'/><category term='movies'/><category term='books'/><category term='sophia'/><category term='random'/><category term='azariah'/><category term='God thoughts'/><category term='music'/><category term='casey'/><category term='joy'/><category term='polka dot boots'/><category term='minipost'/><category term='creative fun'/><category term='snapshots'/><category term='RUN'/><category term='mari'/><category term='food'/><category term='giveaway'/><category term='family'/><category term='meshach'/><category term='free stuff'/><category term='who am i?'/><category term='armor'/><category term='friends'/><title type='text'>raw grace</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><link rel='next' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default?start-index=101&amp;max-results=100'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>297</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8085873267843111110</id><published>2012-01-31T15:24:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2012-01-31T15:24:39.479-08:00</updated><title type='text'>family.</title><summary type='text'>


family. 
(fm-l, fml)  :  
{two or more people who share goals and values, have long-term commitments to one another, and reside usually in the same dwelling place}




my YWAM fam have seen me at my best...






been there to celebrate with me...







and have encouraged me to be fully me.







i have been blessed beyond words by the family God has given me.  no one and nothing can </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8085873267843111110/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8085873267843111110' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8085873267843111110'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8085873267843111110'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2012/01/family.html' title='family.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/--yHvvM7bVw0/TyhtBHygENI/AAAAAAAAA4E/85e8S8H-94k/s72-c/IMG_6349.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8805696565348936141</id><published>2012-01-24T13:34:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2012-01-24T13:34:52.654-08:00</updated><title type='text'>no place i would rather be.</title><summary type='text'>






this song has been playing over and over in my head for days now and throughout the whole transition of saying goodbye to South Africa and my team.  as much as my heart aches to be with my family at home and my new YWAM family who is now scattered around the world, i want this to be my heart's anthem.



no place i would rather be

than here in your love

set a fire down in my soul

that i</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8805696565348936141/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8805696565348936141' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8805696565348936141'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8805696565348936141'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2012/01/no-place-i-would-rather-be.html' title='no place i would rather be.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://img.youtube.com/vi/0A8almp_nCU/default.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-5922841838389443938</id><published>2012-01-23T08:14:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2012-01-23T08:16:06.426-08:00</updated><title type='text'>taking a deep breath...</title><summary type='text'>
in my heart it feels like this...






...but i'm actually in a completely different climate on the opposite of the world.



hello paris!  God has blessed me with a couple of weeks of rest and relaxation in this beautiful city.  after being in belize and south africa for the past five months at warp speed, it's amazing to be able to take a deep breath and reflect on the beauty that has </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/5922841838389443938/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=5922841838389443938' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5922841838389443938'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5922841838389443938'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2012/01/taking-deep-breath.html' title='taking a deep breath...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-IBIKuz8w13Y/Tx2DzxMtZUI/AAAAAAAAA3U/Zjcn2-1pW7Y/s72-c/PICT0425.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8438984502349387747</id><published>2011-12-23T02:23:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2011-12-23T02:23:33.533-08:00</updated><title type='text'>south africa!</title><summary type='text'>hey!  long time, no blog... keeping busy here in africa and loving it!  God has been doing amazing things in my heart and through my team.  

check out our team updates @ Spreading Light!</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8438984502349387747/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8438984502349387747' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8438984502349387747'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8438984502349387747'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/12/south-africa.html' title='south africa!'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8823572077205648084</id><published>2011-10-02T16:25:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-10-02T16:25:16.672-07:00</updated><title type='text'>paradise.</title><summary type='text'>with the exception of the mosquitoes...i would have to say that my new home is definitely paradise.  i'm constantly amazed at the beauty God created in my surroundings here both in nature and the people around me.  our team has meshed so well this month that reunions and get-togethers are already being planned as we dread the day that we part ways.

it has been cooler yesterday and today than it </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8823572077205648084/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8823572077205648084' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8823572077205648084'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8823572077205648084'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/10/paradise.html' title='paradise.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-2577045181462327737</id><published>2011-09-05T19:38:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-09-05T19:39:03.057-07:00</updated><title type='text'>reality has not sunk in...</title><summary type='text'>exhausted from traveling, combating emotions and just an overall lack of sleep. it still really hasn't hit me that this island is home. the air is thick with humidity but i found myself acclimating pretty quickly and even got a little cold tonight sitting at the end of a dock enjoying my company. i really can see how God is knitting us together and preparing our hearts for amazing things. 

we </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/2577045181462327737/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=2577045181462327737' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2577045181462327737'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2577045181462327737'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/09/reality-has-not-sunk-in.html' title='reality has not sunk in...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-9079229939647948419</id><published>2011-09-05T05:10:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-09-05T05:10:39.348-07:00</updated><title type='text'>and i'm off!</title><summary type='text'>i'm currently sitting in the airport getting ready to board my plane. my blueberry muffin eating skills are lacking apparently...definitely have crumbs all over my lap. :o) the reality of this situation is hitting me in waves and i have yet to cry this morning. it is inevitable though. three hours of sleep + saying goodbye to my amazing family and friends is hard. i am so blessed. i am so ready </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/9079229939647948419/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=9079229939647948419' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/9079229939647948419'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/9079229939647948419'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/09/and-im-off.html' title='and i&apos;m off!'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-6163005447773865156</id><published>2011-09-03T20:12:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-09-03T20:12:13.748-07:00</updated><title type='text'>a new hair style...</title><summary type='text'>i saw this on a different blog and thought i would give it a try.  :o)  truthfully i don't know if i'll let you know how it goes... i'm sure if i like it you may see pictures of it at some point.  after tonight, there is ONE DAY UNTIL I LEAVE.  AAAAAAHHHHHHHH! 

</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/6163005447773865156/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=6163005447773865156' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6163005447773865156'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6163005447773865156'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/09/new-hair-style.html' title='a new hair style...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://img.youtube.com/vi/aYxS1ohz4Ao/default.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-793333888335411958</id><published>2011-08-27T15:41:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-08-27T15:43:32.293-07:00</updated><title type='text'>nine days...</title><summary type='text'>I am amazed.  God's direction and provision especially this past month has been incredible.  Sending in my first big payment to YWAM was a leap of faith, clearing out my bank account and leaving me to rely on His peace.  Two days later, a little over $1500 came in through donations and garage sale profit.  The following Saturday, I received a letter informing me that my $1100 hospital bill from </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/793333888335411958/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=793333888335411958' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/793333888335411958'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/793333888335411958'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/08/nine-days.html' title='nine days...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-6781444418985366533</id><published>2011-08-20T22:11:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-08-20T22:11:11.812-07:00</updated><title type='text'>ten thousand reasons</title><summary type='text'>i am so blessed.  incredibly thankful. 

loving singing this song at the top of my lungs...



</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/6781444418985366533/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=6781444418985366533' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6781444418985366533'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6781444418985366533'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/08/ten-thousand-reasons.html' title='ten thousand reasons'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://img.youtube.com/vi/AiC4GU4NttA/default.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3621724336472924805</id><published>2011-08-14T21:18:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-08-14T21:20:49.636-07:00</updated><title type='text'>kobe.</title><summary type='text'>

today i had a chance to breathe.  reflect on the ups, downs, challenges and triumphs these last few weeks have contained.  i hadn’t expected to say good-bye to anyone yet, but a forever good-bye blindsided me.







this week i went hiking with a good friend, but without my favorite hiking buddy.  tears stung my eyes as memories penetrated my heart.








though he was not mine, my heart </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3621724336472924805/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3621724336472924805' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3621724336472924805'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3621724336472924805'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/08/today-i-had-chance-to-breathe.html' title='kobe.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-cRDRkoqif9E/TkibByFONeI/AAAAAAAAAys/GQLO7YC1DUA/s72-c/kobe4.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-4352342976800321571</id><published>2011-07-06T14:59:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-07-06T14:59:35.847-07:00</updated><title type='text'>YWAM Letter!</title><summary type='text'>Please send me your address if you would like to receive an informative support letter about my trip with YWAM.  I finally got it done...now to enjoy this beautiful sunshine.  :o)</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/4352342976800321571/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=4352342976800321571' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4352342976800321571'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4352342976800321571'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/07/ywam-letter.html' title='YWAM Letter!'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-131607888648993683</id><published>2011-06-25T20:10:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-06-25T20:10:28.947-07:00</updated><title type='text'>friends and family.</title><summary type='text'>the impending goodbyes (72 more days...) have given clarity to otherwise normal activities.  countless times over the past months emotions hit like a Mack truck as soon as the night is ending.  bible study with my small group, spending the day with family, and a barbecue with friends have all brought me to tears. 

i'm going to miss this.

it's ridiculous to me that we wait until major life </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/131607888648993683/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=131607888648993683' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/131607888648993683'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/131607888648993683'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/06/friends-and-family.html' title='friends and family.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3076744810628585051</id><published>2011-06-17T20:48:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-06-17T20:48:10.742-07:00</updated><title type='text'>the quest...</title><summary type='text'>if you have known me for very long you most likely have noticed my constant companion...my water bottle.   99.9% of the time i never leave home without it.  most people almost immediately notice when i get a new one, which definitely makes me smile.  sometimes it is a hassle to carry but it's a small price to pay when you can quench your thirst anytime you like.

my water bottles have looked </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3076744810628585051/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3076744810628585051' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3076744810628585051'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3076744810628585051'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/06/quest.html' title='the quest...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-9AbeEUXJFdY/TfwYAh-Y80I/AAAAAAAAAw0/JjAj3Mluv1s/s72-c/nalgene.jpeg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3622074255197205944</id><published>2011-06-13T18:53:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-06-13T18:53:48.731-07:00</updated><title type='text'>unresolved issues...</title><summary type='text'>i try to ignore the little things.  hastily spoken words that shouldn't have wounded me, misread situations, and even physical pain.  i don't want to appear weak.  i can handle it...until i can't.
with my trip to Belize coming soon (84 more days!), i figured i should probably have my foot checked by a doctor.  i've been having some pain on the ball of my foot off and on for over a year.  yeah...</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3622074255197205944/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3622074255197205944' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3622074255197205944'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3622074255197205944'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/06/unresolved-issues.html' title='unresolved issues...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3753601226683431024</id><published>2011-06-01T08:55:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-06-01T08:55:57.322-07:00</updated><title type='text'>distance in worship.</title><summary type='text'>when guilt and shame are weighing down my heart, engaging in worship seems so hard.  the fact that i am a sinner is so evident that i am ashamed to face anyone...especially the one who knows all of my thoughts, intentions and actions.  but the truth is that i am always in desperate need of the Savior, constantly falling short. 

when worship is "easy", am i humbly coming before God with a genuine</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3753601226683431024/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3753601226683431024' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3753601226683431024'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3753601226683431024'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/06/distance-in-worship.html' title='distance in worship.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1729864145427214119</id><published>2011-05-18T18:11:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-05-18T18:11:42.355-07:00</updated><title type='text'>needtobreathe</title><summary type='text'>a daunting to-do list is constantly running through my mind.  the weight of things on my shoulders right now has brought me to a place of consistent stress.  though i'm extremely excited about my YWAM adventure, it boggles my brain how many things i have to sort out.  whew...  good thing i have absolutely NOTHING planned for this Saturday beyond hanging out with God.  that is what is getting me </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1729864145427214119/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1729864145427214119' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1729864145427214119'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1729864145427214119'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/05/needtobreathe.html' title='needtobreathe'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-7027054029273291229</id><published>2011-05-09T07:00:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-05-09T07:00:06.252-07:00</updated><title type='text'>boldness.</title><summary type='text'>yesterday i ventured beyond my typical church family and visited a different church.  a creature of habit and comfort, even this little change in scenery caused some insecurities to creep in.  though i long for new adventures, i tend to shrink back into myself until i have observed for a while and get my bearings.  not always a bad thing, i also can miss out on some pretty sweet stuff.

a few </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/7027054029273291229/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=7027054029273291229' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7027054029273291229'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7027054029273291229'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/05/boldness.html' title='boldness.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-4536463462543968359</id><published>2011-05-08T18:47:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-05-08T18:47:29.236-07:00</updated><title type='text'>officially ours.</title><summary type='text'>

after two and a half long years, my niece is legally part of our family.  the signature of a judge friday afternoon squelched my underlying fears of someday letting her go.  the enormity of the situation had no effect on her but we all hugged her a little tighter and celebrated with overwhelmed hearts.
a miracle girl...i am so proud of how far she has come.  her zest for life and exuberant joy </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/4536463462543968359/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=4536463462543968359' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4536463462543968359'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4536463462543968359'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/05/officially-ours.html' title='officially ours.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-LJBPU00qePw/TcdEUfIfXUI/AAAAAAAAAwk/ZnFFyuoHMII/s72-c/Picnik+collage.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8576435964607425658</id><published>2011-05-07T21:17:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-05-07T21:19:45.281-07:00</updated><title type='text'>turning melancholy to joy</title><summary type='text'>moments of desperate loneliness invade the depths of my soul.  surrounded securely within a supportive community of friends and family i yearn for something deeper.  clueless to why i feel alone, i allow whispered lies to invade and tear away at my heart. 

no one cares enough to break past my walls of brokenness. 

just as the sunrise brings forth a day ripe with potential, a new thought dawns.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8576435964607425658/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8576435964607425658' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8576435964607425658'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8576435964607425658'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/05/turning-melancholy-to-joy.html' title='turning melancholy to joy'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8242358443362063639</id><published>2011-05-06T14:24:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-05-06T14:24:22.383-07:00</updated><title type='text'>walking down a different street...</title><summary type='text'>i recently went to an event called Loveology hosted by Solid Rock Church in portland.  a two night extravaganza filled with a mass amount of college-aged people to hear biblical perspectives on being Godly men and women, dating, relationships and sex.  the level of openness and how often they referenced scriptures was refreshing.  it's amazing how tainted and twisted the world has portrayed these</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8242358443362063639/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8242358443362063639' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8242358443362063639'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8242358443362063639'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/05/walking-down-different-street.html' title='walking down a different street...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-5132560529604811508</id><published>2011-05-03T23:04:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-05-03T23:04:52.638-07:00</updated><title type='text'>change is good.</title><summary type='text'>sometimes going back to a comfortable place in life is part of moving forward.

a little less than a year ago, i felt God pulling me towards a different church.  though i was thoroughly blessed by the new church's community, i recently felt released to go back to East Hill.  jumping back into my small group, snuggling the babies in the nursery and just overall joining them to worship God has been</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/5132560529604811508/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=5132560529604811508' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5132560529604811508'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5132560529604811508'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/05/change-is-good.html' title='change is good.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-434349369134278522</id><published>2011-04-27T21:12:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-27T21:12:04.766-07:00</updated><title type='text'>are you complaining?</title><summary type='text'>i complained today about the most trivial things and then came home and read this...
I wonder... @ Building the Blocks
seriously humbled.


</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/434349369134278522/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=434349369134278522' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/434349369134278522'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/434349369134278522'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/04/are-you-complaining.html' title='are you complaining?'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8580371961087278512</id><published>2011-04-26T19:22:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-26T19:22:49.796-07:00</updated><title type='text'>seclusion.</title><summary type='text'>i find myself alone again.  needing quiet time but wasting the minutes with meaningless fluff.  half-heartedly engaging in the present and feeling too tired or overwhelmed to fully jump into whatever is in front of me.  so i float through the day and as my head hits the pillow i realize i'm merely existing.

i see again that i'm not enough.

if insanity is doing the same thing repeatedly </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8580371961087278512/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8580371961087278512' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8580371961087278512'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8580371961087278512'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/04/seclusion.html' title='seclusion.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-5315613787324664787</id><published>2011-04-18T09:17:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-18T09:17:16.053-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='sophia'/><title type='text'>Sophia.</title><summary type='text'>my heart has been so drawn to adoption lately.  more specifically the children on reece's rainbow.  mari, my niece, is one of the many beautiful kids with down syndrome that have been listed on this site (if you click on her name, you can see a picture of the tiny bald baby that has grown SO much!).  it is an awesome ministry allowing people to donate money to defer some of the adoption costs.  </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/5315613787324664787/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=5315613787324664787' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5315613787324664787'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5315613787324664787'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/04/sophia.html' title='Sophia.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-1ZXEaVnZ53Y/TaxbZtAXtwI/AAAAAAAAAwI/ohZ21uJrCvM/s72-c/x173me-update2.jpg.pagespeed.ic.l-iY0Ma7iB.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1679766170474976147</id><published>2011-04-08T17:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-08T17:26:33.162-07:00</updated><title type='text'>how do you heal?</title><summary type='text'>this question came up yesterday in a conversation and i was at a loss to know the answer.  to further expound my dilemma, of course it was brought up in my own life today.

after you have identified a wound or a place of hurt or insecurity, how do you receive healing in that area?  how do you take steps towards that if you don't know where to step?

prayer is always good.  talking it through and </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1679766170474976147/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1679766170474976147' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1679766170474976147'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1679766170474976147'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/04/how-do-you-heal.html' title='how do you heal?'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-2402143292271714069</id><published>2011-04-06T20:42:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-06T20:45:02.488-07:00</updated><title type='text'>bouldering!</title><summary type='text'>
i may have found something to actually motivate me to work on strengthening my upper body...i can see myself getting addicted if i had the opportunity.  :o)  my best climb of the day was caught on video too!  they also caught a few pics that make me look terrified of the wall... definitely makes me laugh.

so thankful for ms. karah for sharing her passion with us and rae for compiling this </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/2402143292271714069/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=2402143292271714069' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2402143292271714069'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2402143292271714069'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/04/bouldering.html' title='bouldering!'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-7407019516786744867</id><published>2011-04-05T00:10:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-05T00:11:52.453-07:00</updated><title type='text'>i should be sleeping...</title><summary type='text'>...instead, i feel a word vomit coming on.

i went to the gym tonight much later in the evening than i usually do.  my lack of control around sweets, getting sick and my overall contentment to lazy around the last couple of months have all joined forces to sabotage my body and lower my confidence a few notches.  my workout felt great when it was over...during, not so much.  a light bulb came on </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/7407019516786744867/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=7407019516786744867' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7407019516786744867'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7407019516786744867'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/04/i-should-be-sleeping.html' title='i should be sleeping...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-4925772679695074946</id><published>2011-04-03T22:40:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-03T22:40:42.279-07:00</updated><title type='text'>where am i running?</title><summary type='text'>it is easy to run away.  although i've been slacking on my physical running, i have sure been exercising my emotional and spiritual "legs".  not much thought has gone into where i am going except for away from my problems.

this morning at church, this song blatantly revealed the direction i wasn't going.

to be honest, i don't know if i have ever run back to God.  don't get me wrong...i have had</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/4925772679695074946/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=4925772679695074946' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4925772679695074946'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4925772679695074946'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/04/where-am-i-running.html' title='where am i running?'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8059716638098595862</id><published>2011-04-02T21:19:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-02T21:19:22.918-07:00</updated><title type='text'>the NEXT button.</title><summary type='text'>ok...if you are addicted to reading blogs like i am, check out this link.  google reader is already my best friend but i had no clue that the NEXT button even existed.  i love this new (to me at least) feature that lets me see each post on the blog itself in all it's glory.  happy blog hopping!</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8059716638098595862/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8059716638098595862' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8059716638098595862'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8059716638098595862'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/04/next-button.html' title='the NEXT button.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8403531133028759829</id><published>2011-04-02T21:04:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-02T21:04:43.873-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='azariah'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='meshach'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='mari'/><title type='text'>all day recess.</title><summary type='text'>spring is in the air and the sun has peeked out from behind the clouds a few more times yesterday and today.  the fresh air and fun i have outside has cheered me up considerably.   i even busted out my beloved chacos.  the BEST sandals ever.

the three munchkins and i took every advantage of the spring weather and spent more time outside than inside on friday.  pretty sure we were all craving </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8403531133028759829/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8403531133028759829' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8403531133028759829'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8403531133028759829'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/04/all-day-recess.html' title='all day recess.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-UEs_5O-4TGI/TZfverHQsII/AAAAAAAAAt8/Ji-1Ve9YGHc/s72-c/chaco.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1103835813873059200</id><published>2011-03-28T18:13:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-28T18:15:40.106-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='azariah'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='meshach'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='mari'/><title type='text'>it's been awhile...</title><summary type='text'>...since i have posted pictures of these three sweet faces.  :o)


</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1103835813873059200/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1103835813873059200' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1103835813873059200'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1103835813873059200'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/03/its-been-awhile.html' title='it&apos;s been awhile...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-vwcwwyNyFn8/TZExxK05dQI/AAAAAAAAAto/WtkTbMVjCXk/s72-c/azariah.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-4079568432463071810</id><published>2011-03-27T23:45:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-27T23:47:07.725-07:00</updated><title type='text'>a never-ending vicious cycle.</title><summary type='text'>here i am again.  frustrated that i'm not living up to the standards i've placed on myself.  in a nutshell, this is what happens...

i envision an ideal goal for myself (for example: read my bible everyday) and i take off with the petal to the metal.
for a time, i strive SO hard to accomplish said goal.
something (or possibly even nothing) gets in the way and my motivation fizzles out.
days pass </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/4079568432463071810/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=4079568432463071810' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4079568432463071810'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4079568432463071810'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/03/never-ending-vicious-cycle.html' title='a never-ending vicious cycle.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://img.youtube.com/vi/8PCZ68mrpOQ/default.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-5814061334204161943</id><published>2011-03-26T19:35:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-26T19:35:51.671-07:00</updated><title type='text'>a bigger opportunity.</title><summary type='text'>i can choose to worry or release.

i can choose to isolate or trust.

this can be an opportunity or an excuse.

the week is now coming to a close and as the sun is peeking through the clouds, i am curled up under a blanket reflecting on the drama within my heart.  i was hit hard physically, emotionally and financially this month and i have battle wounds as a result. 

the sticky situation i </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/5814061334204161943/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=5814061334204161943' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5814061334204161943'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5814061334204161943'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/03/bigger-opportunity.html' title='a bigger opportunity.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1870399342809277833</id><published>2011-03-24T15:17:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-24T15:17:37.477-07:00</updated><title type='text'>a sticky situation...</title><summary type='text'>this week has been interesting to say the least.  over dinner monday night, i realized that my kind heart and somewhat naive personality had been GREATLY misread as romantic interest.  circumstances being what they are, i had let some of my "safety nets" down and was blindsided by the most awkward conversation of my life.

i HATE that i was taken by surprise and that i didn't react more </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1870399342809277833/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1870399342809277833' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1870399342809277833'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1870399342809277833'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/03/sticky-situation.html' title='a sticky situation...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-7725961999542782086</id><published>2011-03-15T20:56:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-15T20:56:13.079-07:00</updated><title type='text'>overload.</title><summary type='text'>either i can not figure out what to write about or there is just too much rolling around in my head to write about one thing.  self-induced pressure to write about {everything} to keep people current about where i am tends to overwhelm me.  i just want to state right now that i'm releasing that pressure and realizing that i can be completely random and write whatever i want and you can </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/7725961999542782086/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=7725961999542782086' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7725961999542782086'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7725961999542782086'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/03/overload.html' title='overload.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-5459636320199324215</id><published>2011-01-28T16:44:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-01-28T16:44:19.708-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='azariah'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='meshach'/><title type='text'>bouncing bubbles!</title><summary type='text'>i got this idea from a video clip i saw and had some fun with the boys.

normal bubble solution + a glove (or socks even!) = bouncing bubbles!
check it out...



</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/5459636320199324215/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=5459636320199324215' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5459636320199324215'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5459636320199324215'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/01/bouncing-bubbles.html' title='bouncing bubbles!'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://img.youtube.com/vi/sdTfkprZZ8k/default.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8535213053219992483</id><published>2011-01-28T15:21:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-01-28T15:22:02.160-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='azariah'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='mari'/><title type='text'>several blog posts rolling around in my head...</title><summary type='text'>today has been a day of accomplishments.  :o)  it feels so amazing to get things done and checked off of my to-do list!

i sent in my application to YWAM!!!  after much procrastinating, technical frustrations and some deep thoughts i was finally able to complete it and send it on it's way.  i'm sure i'll let EVERYONE know as soon as i hear back regarding whether or not i get accepted.  the next </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8535213053219992483/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8535213053219992483' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8535213053219992483'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8535213053219992483'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/01/several-blog-posts-rolling-around-in-my.html' title='several blog posts rolling around in my head...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TUNPGTSkGkI/AAAAAAAAAtU/1zoZLpDDIsc/s72-c/DSCN0710.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-663818864404442216</id><published>2011-01-19T10:42:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-01-19T10:42:21.286-08:00</updated><title type='text'>living a snapshot.</title><summary type='text'>i love taking the {perfect} picture.  catching the beauty in a moment amidst the chaos of life.

do you have a picture in your mind of who you want to be?

i see a snapshot.  a still portrait of my ideals.  i envision myself in a beautifully decorated home.  content children playing peacefully as the aroma of fresh-baked homemade cookies fill the air.  paperwork is always organized and in its </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/663818864404442216/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=663818864404442216' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/663818864404442216'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/663818864404442216'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/05/living-snapshot.html' title='living a snapshot.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8013647036128174046</id><published>2011-01-16T00:51:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-01-16T00:51:53.717-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='joy'/><title type='text'>one word.</title><summary type='text'>inspired by alece's idea, i have decided not to attempt any new year's resolutions in 2011.  i could compose quite a long list of things i would love to accomplish, but the pressure to achieve sets me up to fall short of my perfectionistic standards.
i love the idea of focusing on just one word.  it's something manageable to incorporate into life and a standard to reflect on throughout each day.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8013647036128174046/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8013647036128174046' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8013647036128174046'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8013647036128174046'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/01/one-word.html' title='one word.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-2184024007449227741</id><published>2011-01-12T22:55:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-01-13T07:55:37.648-08:00</updated><title type='text'>what will it take?</title><summary type='text'>i just crawled into bed after a leisurely bubble bath.  even though my body is fully relaxed and eager to drift off to sleep, my mind and heart are wrestling inside of me. 

i long to be passionate and fully dependent on God.  i want to be intentionally living my days seeking His will to be done in my life and those around me.  to be honest, i am no where near that. 

am i ready to pay the price?</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/2184024007449227741/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=2184024007449227741' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2184024007449227741'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2184024007449227741'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/01/would-i-be-ok.html' title='what will it take?'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3231489923022144647</id><published>2011-01-09T23:13:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-01-09T23:13:02.451-08:00</updated><title type='text'>a new year...</title><summary type='text'>my blog sure has been quiet lately, but life sure has not.  time keeps ticking away and my mind is racing with all the things i wish i would have time to write about.  so...without further ado and in no particular order...here is my first word vomit of the year.

Christmas was great amazing phenomenal.  :o) i invited a certain friend along, and he officially became my boyfriend on Christmas day.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3231489923022144647/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3231489923022144647' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3231489923022144647'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3231489923022144647'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2011/01/new-year.html' title='a new year...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-9183055335658783774</id><published>2010-12-16T13:20:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-12-16T13:20:54.142-08:00</updated><title type='text'>noticed.</title><summary type='text'>ever wonder if you are noticed?

especially during a season of chaos and unwanted change, i tend to disappear a little.  not always physically, but most likely i "check out" and go through the motions.  i feel like i have worked so hard my entire life to blend in and not rock the boat.  even while desiring the quietness and peace of the wallpaper existence, i long to be seen and sought after.

</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/9183055335658783774/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=9183055335658783774' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/9183055335658783774'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/9183055335658783774'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/12/noticed.html' title='noticed.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1120347341349562951</id><published>2010-12-04T22:56:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-12-04T22:56:04.719-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Christmas storybook land!</title><summary type='text'>storybook land is a piece of my childhood i hope i never forget.  i found a couple pictures from back in the day...my first two visits.



walking up to the building today, the memories and smells came flooding back to me.  in between the displays and along the walkways, there are hundreds of Christmas trees and lights are strung everywhere. 






these stuffed dolls and the huge teddy bear are </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1120347341349562951/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1120347341349562951' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1120347341349562951'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1120347341349562951'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/12/christmas-storybook-land.html' title='Christmas storybook land!'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TPszvJBUXpI/AAAAAAAAAsk/S3OJrqtZnX4/s72-c/DSCN0578.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8236713570456838219</id><published>2010-12-01T13:09:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-12-01T13:09:08.944-08:00</updated><title type='text'>love.</title><summary type='text'>i needed to hear this today. sometimes my focus is on God's never-ending power or justice (which is not bad, just a different focus).
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ?  Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?  As it is written: "For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered."  No, in all these things</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8236713570456838219/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8236713570456838219' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8236713570456838219'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8236713570456838219'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/12/love.html' title='love.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3558387295976606511</id><published>2010-11-30T09:36:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-12-03T20:57:49.862-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='mari'/><title type='text'>a full recovery...</title><summary type='text'>a couple weeks ago, mari had minor surgery to remove her tonsils. after about a week and a half of feeling pretty miserable, i'm happy to report that she is back to her normal, talkative, mischevious, crazy self. here she is showing off some of her vocabulary...

</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3558387295976606511/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3558387295976606511' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3558387295976606511'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3558387295976606511'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/11/full-recovery.html' title='a full recovery...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-291796673672495731</id><published>2010-11-27T22:29:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-11-28T00:33:27.406-08:00</updated><title type='text'>black friday and a photo shoot...</title><summary type='text'>good news:  i got a new camera!
bad news: target opened at 4 am...

while waking up at that time of morning is not usually welcomed, my sister and i ventured out to have a little black friday excursion at about 3:30 am.  usually there are only two moods when i'm sleep deprived...grumpy and goofy.  luckily i woke up a little goofy and ended up enjoying the long lines.  i made new friends and </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/291796673672495731/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=291796673672495731' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/291796673672495731'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/291796673672495731'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/11/black-friday-and-photo-shoot.html' title='black friday and a photo shoot...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TPH2FD0g6NI/AAAAAAAAArY/WYOWGs8xGmM/s72-c/IMG_0057.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8416621673390785539</id><published>2010-11-22T23:58:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-11-22T23:58:37.081-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i am choosing...</title><summary type='text'>i am choosing to be thankful.

at this moment i would much rather make a list of things i want...or things i would like to be doing...or people i wish i could be hanging out with. 

it seems fitting that i would remember that thanksgiving comes before Christmas.

::: i am thankful for :::.technology to communicate with the people i love..the freedom that being single allows..an opportunity that i</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8416621673390785539/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8416621673390785539' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8416621673390785539'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8416621673390785539'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/11/i-am-choosing.html' title='i am choosing...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8978992047069314035</id><published>2010-11-17T23:03:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-11-17T23:03:35.586-08:00</updated><title type='text'>refreshing times are coming.</title><summary type='text'>For I will take you out of the nations; I will gather you from all the countries and bring you back into your own land.  I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean; I will cleanse you from all your impurities and from all your idols.  I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.  And I will put my</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8978992047069314035/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8978992047069314035' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8978992047069314035'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8978992047069314035'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/11/refreshing-times-are-coming.html' title='refreshing times are coming.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-5168084941000389969</id><published>2010-11-17T19:17:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-11-17T20:38:29.512-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='azariah'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='meshach'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='mari'/><title type='text'>go elf yourself...</title><summary type='text'>i couldn't resist.  :o)




</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/5168084941000389969/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=5168084941000389969' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5168084941000389969'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5168084941000389969'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/11/go-elf-yourself.html' title='go elf yourself...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1907824027181171523</id><published>2010-11-15T11:31:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-11-15T11:31:04.003-08:00</updated><title type='text'>next year...</title><summary type='text'>i am bursting at the seams with a possibility for an adventure next year.  after being slightly discouraged about plans not falling into place and seemingly no direction, a new idea was illuminated last night.  it's a different direction than i would have expected, but it seems to fit better than i could have imagined.  seeing as though i haven't told anyone about it since i stayed up WAY too </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1907824027181171523/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1907824027181171523' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1907824027181171523'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1907824027181171523'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/11/next-year.html' title='next year...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3940079078526442339</id><published>2010-11-10T22:47:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-11-10T22:47:01.612-08:00</updated><title type='text'>grrr...</title><summary type='text'>remember back in the day when after you took a picture, you couldn't look at it until you finished the roll of film and had it processed?  well...until further notice, i will be taking that step back in time electronically.  my camera's LCD screen decided to quit on me tonight.  apparently it still can take pictures because i snapped this one right after the white screen of nothingness appeared..</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3940079078526442339/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3940079078526442339' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3940079078526442339'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3940079078526442339'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/11/grrr.html' title='grrr...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TNuRNDLv-_I/AAAAAAAAArI/icYpteA8NxM/s72-c/DSCN0397.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3683870584731083471</id><published>2010-11-10T22:30:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2010-11-10T22:30:46.534-08:00</updated><title type='text'>beauty in the changes.</title><summary type='text'>
i don't always welcome change with open arms...

...but new paths bring you to new places...

...things that you have never seen before will be highlighted...

...and when the day is done, you can rest in the fact that tomorrow is a new day...
Because of the LORD’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail.  They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.  I say to </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3683870584731083471/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3683870584731083471' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3683870584731083471'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3683870584731083471'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/11/beauty-in-changes.html' title='beauty in the changes.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TNuD7rll5MI/AAAAAAAAAq0/YyKdl_Cmnww/s72-c/DSCN0368.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-4281155476047870101</id><published>2010-11-04T08:49:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-11-04T08:49:31.131-07:00</updated><title type='text'>i need this...</title><summary type='text'>So Joshua fought the Amalekites as Moses had ordered, and Moses, Aaron and Hur went to the top of the hill.  As long as Moses held up his hands, the Israelites were winning, but whenever he lowered his hands, the Amalekites were winning.  When Moses’ hands grew tired, they took a stone and put it under him and he sat on it. Aaron and Hur held his hands up—one on one side, one on the other—so that</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/4281155476047870101/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=4281155476047870101' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4281155476047870101'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4281155476047870101'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/11/i-need-this.html' title='i need this...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-5488778957669374051</id><published>2010-11-01T18:10:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-11-01T18:11:33.106-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='who am i?'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='God thoughts'/><title type='text'>i splurged...</title><summary type='text'>God has been teaching me a lot about my worth throughout the past couple weeks and a while ago i came across a necklace that i fell in love with. the amazing thing about it is that it falls directly in line with the two scriptures He has given me this season.

now i normally do not splurge on jewelry or even wear necklaces for that matter, but i'm super excited to have this simple reminder of the</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/5488778957669374051/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=5488778957669374051' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5488778957669374051'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5488778957669374051'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/11/i-splurged.html' title='i splurged...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1872916426847424646</id><published>2010-10-30T20:18:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-10-30T20:18:24.501-07:00</updated><title type='text'>emotions drive me nuts sometimes.</title><summary type='text'>seriously.  i can sometimes see the blessing of expressing joy and sadness (amidst many other emotions), as it draws people together.  God is all about the relationship stuff. 

but what do you do when the stuff that is flowing out of you has no logical explanation? 

do all emotions have roots connecting them to a deeper piece of who i am?</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1872916426847424646/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1872916426847424646' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1872916426847424646'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1872916426847424646'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/10/emotions-drive-me-nuts-sometimes.html' title='emotions drive me nuts sometimes.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1348948514003296081</id><published>2010-10-29T14:17:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-10-29T14:18:02.124-07:00</updated><title type='text'>sunny day.</title><summary type='text'>it is almost november and God has blessed me with a sunny day.  not only is the weather fantastic, but peace and joy have infiltrated my heart. 

here are some pictures from last saturday...on a night that was not quite as sunny.  these pictures just bring a smile to my face.


this is a group of us from church going to get lost in a corn maze.*taken while waiting in the wrong line...oops*

rain </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1348948514003296081/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1348948514003296081' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1348948514003296081'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1348948514003296081'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/10/sunny-day.html' title='sunny day.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TMs12yZw2gI/AAAAAAAAAqo/xD-ijWTcZAA/s72-c/DSCN0340.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-2744982000932587261</id><published>2010-10-26T13:41:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2010-10-26T13:43:06.174-07:00</updated><title type='text'>sparrows.</title><summary type='text'>{click to enlarge}</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/2744982000932587261/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=2744982000932587261' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2744982000932587261'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2744982000932587261'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/10/sparrows.html' title='sparrows.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TMc87NQNAKI/AAAAAAAAAqg/_K779jGCO7M/s72-c/sparrow.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-110019895672567979</id><published>2010-10-26T13:08:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-10-26T13:40:31.253-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='who am i?'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='God thoughts'/><title type='text'>insecure.</title><summary type='text'>last week i had the opportunity to listen to Graham Cooke. several statements he made struck chords deep in my heart and have challenged my perspective on many things. God has been using those words and the situations in my life to stir things up a little bit.

my sense of worth has always been a struggle for me. being unsure of that, i have tended to be insecure in most relationships since about</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/110019895672567979/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=110019895672567979' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/110019895672567979'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/110019895672567979'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/10/insecure.html' title='insecure.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1770334361106788915</id><published>2010-10-23T16:48:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-10-23T16:48:09.200-07:00</updated><title type='text'>crispy yogurt chicken.</title><summary type='text'>**i totally made this and had this all typed out WEEKS ago and finally got to uploading the picture and finally posting it.  between a dying hard drive and a forgotten charger...my laptop has had an interesting month.**
a group of friends and i decided to try out new recipes and share the results with you!  this week we are making crispy yogurt chicken. 

i didn't document it all with a ton of </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1770334361106788915/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1770334361106788915' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1770334361106788915'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1770334361106788915'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/10/crispy-yogurt-chicken.html' title='crispy yogurt chicken.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TMNxdYCAzMI/AAAAAAAAAp8/KX9kqpDTsP4/s72-c/DSCN9959.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8020199956922417934</id><published>2010-10-06T15:47:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-10-06T15:47:07.504-07:00</updated><title type='text'>oy vey!</title><summary type='text'>it's list time...again.  i don't seem to have time to put together a regular post so here it goes...
my laptop's hardware went bad.  luckily the warranty still had it covered!  it was weird to be without my computer for a while.
i went to the beach with friends!  we randomly picked the right weekend because it was PERFECT weather.  i also cried several times during the day and my stomach hurt...</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8020199956922417934/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8020199956922417934' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8020199956922417934'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8020199956922417934'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/10/oy-vey.html' title='oy vey!'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-7708265610841878811</id><published>2010-09-23T23:47:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-09-23T23:47:07.356-07:00</updated><title type='text'>busy, busy, busy</title><summary type='text'>once again i feel like life is flowing by faster than i can comprehend.  instead of being overwhelmed, i have been holding on enjoying the ride.  unexpected blessings of friendship have brought sunshine to the rainy days.

to be completely honest, aside from bible study and church, my bible has been collecting dust.  regardless of that, God never fails to continually try to get my attention.  as </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/7708265610841878811/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=7708265610841878811' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7708265610841878811'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7708265610841878811'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/09/busy-busy-busy.html' title='busy, busy, busy'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-2392214965407485388</id><published>2010-09-10T23:28:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-09-10T23:28:43.012-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='crazy love'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='books'/><title type='text'>stop praying -- chapter one</title><summary type='text'>"What if I said, 'Stop praying'?  What if I told you to stop talking at God for a while, but instead to take a long, hard look at Him before you speak another word?  Solomon warned us not to rush into God's presence with words.  That's what fools do.  And often, that's what we do."

the first chapter continues on to describe some of the phenomenal things that God has orchestrated and created.  it</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/2392214965407485388/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=2392214965407485388' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2392214965407485388'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2392214965407485388'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/09/stop-praying-chapter-one.html' title='stop praying -- chapter one'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-2436698335407026285</id><published>2010-09-10T22:09:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-09-10T22:09:02.432-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='crazy love'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='books'/><title type='text'>crazy love.</title><summary type='text'>i have heard that this book, written by Francis Chan, is amazingly powerful.  i am definitely intrigued and excited to starting reading it!  thanks to the public library, it is now in my hands and i decided to blog about my thoughts and favorite quotes from each chapter.

now...the house is quiet, with faint sounds of a recorded episode of burn notice playing in the other room, and i'm snug in my</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/2436698335407026285/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=2436698335407026285' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2436698335407026285'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2436698335407026285'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/09/crazy-love.html' title='crazy love.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-5348888281315915597</id><published>2010-09-09T14:56:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-09-09T14:56:05.143-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='God thoughts'/><title type='text'>wait.</title><summary type='text'>Yet those who wait for the LORD will gain new strength;  they will mount up with wings like eagles, they will run and not get tired, they will walk and not become weary.Isaiah 40:31 (NASB)
this verse is ingrained in my head, but my heart cries out something along these lines...
i am waiting for _______ and after obtaining it, then i will be (content, happy, fulfilled, blessed, whole, able to live</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/5348888281315915597/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=5348888281315915597' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5348888281315915597'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5348888281315915597'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/09/wait.html' title='wait.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-5106590121049160907</id><published>2010-09-01T19:49:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-09-01T19:49:52.449-07:00</updated><title type='text'>i don't have words to describe this...</title><summary type='text'>yeah...so i am deep in the process of procrastinating my workout tonight.  this made it totally worth it.
                           
See more funny videos and TBT Videos at Today's Big Thing.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/5106590121049160907/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=5106590121049160907' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5106590121049160907'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5106590121049160907'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/09/i-dont-have-words-to-describe-this.html' title='i don&apos;t have words to describe this...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-4185927665600387587</id><published>2010-08-31T22:53:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-08-31T22:53:33.747-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='polka dot boots'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='azariah'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='meshach'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='mari'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='food'/><title type='text'>is summer over?</title><summary type='text'>even though my favorite season may be coming to an end, today's weather felt right.  here is a peek at my day today...

this time of year seems to encourage me to bake more.  add two overripe bananas and i just couldn't resist making banana bread.  i used this recipe and added a little bit of chocolate and walnuts.

 my poor boots have had a lonely summer hiding in a corner in my closet.  now all</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/4185927665600387587/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=4185927665600387587' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4185927665600387587'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4185927665600387587'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/08/is-summer-over.html' title='is summer over?'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TH3ktkBP3BI/AAAAAAAAApg/XvbHz1Q3UiA/s72-c/DSCN9835.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1405730088073457777</id><published>2010-08-31T14:51:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-08-31T14:51:39.994-07:00</updated><title type='text'>timely answers...</title><summary type='text'>last night i poured out my heart to God regarding my latest struggles.  mainly trust.  i hadn't ever realized how deep of an issue this was for me.  as predictable as sunshine in the great pacific northwest, people fail me.  i have been let down and i am reaching to find security and insurance that it won't happen again.  it's a ridiculous quest though, for i know that relationships don't work </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1405730088073457777/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1405730088073457777' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1405730088073457777'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1405730088073457777'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/08/timely-answers.html' title='timely answers...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-6099899157454465038</id><published>2010-08-24T13:15:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-08-24T13:18:16.589-07:00</updated><title type='text'>...praise...</title><summary type='text'>do not let the oppressed retreat in disgrace; may the poor and needy praise your name.psalm 74:21
oppressed:  persecuted, downtrodden, abused, maltreated, ill-treated, subjugated, tyrannized, repressed, subdued, crushed, browbeaten; disadvantaged, underprivileged.

retreat:  withdraw, retire, draw back, pull back/out, fall back, give way, give ground

disgrace:  dishonor, shame, discredit, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/6099899157454465038/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=6099899157454465038' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6099899157454465038'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6099899157454465038'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/08/do-not-let-oppressed-retreat-in.html' title='...praise...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-7904653949227151150</id><published>2010-08-21T22:56:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-08-21T22:58:58.661-07:00</updated><title type='text'>invisible.</title><summary type='text'>where am i?

 fearful that i would be overwhelmed with life, this summer i have retreated.  i have taken a step back from nearly every relationship but depth is what i have been yearning for the most.  the situation baffles me until i realize how much i desire to be seen.  when i disappear, will anyone see me? 
 i haven't really gone anywhere.  physically i am present, but my interactions are </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/7904653949227151150/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=7904653949227151150' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7904653949227151150'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7904653949227151150'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/08/invisible.html' title='invisible.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3391047307006915638</id><published>2010-08-16T15:34:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-08-21T22:56:59.936-07:00</updated><title type='text'>oh yeah....</title><summary type='text'>
the sun is shining...there is laundry to fold and a kitchen to clean and i have wasted most of naptime on picnik.
time to get moving so we can spend the afternoon in the pool!</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3391047307006915638/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3391047307006915638' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3391047307006915638'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3391047307006915638'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/08/oh-yeah.html' title='oh yeah....'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TGm8F_9T4UI/AAAAAAAAApU/01Kr-jILKlI/s72-c/oh+happy+day.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-724753385236493794</id><published>2010-08-10T16:53:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-08-10T16:54:07.242-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='RUN'/><title type='text'>why i run...</title><summary type='text'>:: i feel so amazing after i complete a hard workout ::
:: it is great to achieve goals and see the progress ::
:: it relieves my stress ::
:: it renews my energy ::
:: my lungs feel phenomenal afterwards::</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/724753385236493794/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=724753385236493794' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/724753385236493794'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/724753385236493794'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/08/why-i-run.html' title='why i run...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1910627999875525384</id><published>2010-08-10T16:02:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-08-10T16:02:35.423-07:00</updated><title type='text'>joyful.</title><summary type='text'>deliriously joyful are the ones who believe that if God has used sticks, rocks, and spit to do His will, then He can use us.
--max lucado</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1910627999875525384/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1910627999875525384' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1910627999875525384'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1910627999875525384'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/08/joyful.html' title='joyful.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-4513647264769216711</id><published>2010-08-08T11:42:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-08-08T11:42:04.753-07:00</updated><title type='text'>taking it slow...</title><summary type='text'>i am exhausted.  this week has been packed full of adventures with the family.  fantastic food, whale watching, fossil finding, OMSI observing, shopping and swimming have kept us busy.  yesterday we headed out to Silver Falls State park to peruse the breath-taking waterfalls.

typically, my motivation drives me as i push myself to put one foot in front of the other.  i tend to want to continue on</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/4513647264769216711/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=4513647264769216711' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4513647264769216711'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4513647264769216711'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/08/taking-it-slow.html' title='taking it slow...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-6539751230422468799</id><published>2010-07-22T23:14:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-07-22T23:14:08.546-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='RUN'/><title type='text'>still running...</title><summary type='text'>i have stuck with the couch to 5k running plan and i have come so far.  on tuesday i ran for 20 straight minutes!  my progress has been so encouraging and i am really starting to enjoy the challenge.  my first 5k is next wednesday!  
running has been a great escape from life.  blowing away the assumed limitations that i have put on myself has shown me how strong i really am.  you don't really </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/6539751230422468799/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=6539751230422468799' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6539751230422468799'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6539751230422468799'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/07/still-running.html' title='still running...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-4138117603703553228</id><published>2010-07-20T15:41:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2010-07-20T15:41:15.820-07:00</updated><title type='text'>change in the making</title><summary type='text'></summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/4138117603703553228/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=4138117603703553228' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4138117603703553228'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4138117603703553228'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/07/change-in-making.html' title='change in the making'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-9059654704390966079</id><published>2010-07-19T11:03:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-07-19T11:03:58.174-07:00</updated><title type='text'>i am sore.</title><summary type='text'>my muscles are aching.  mostly from a combination of camping, wakeboarding and kayaking, but even deeper than that...my heart aches.  it yearns for the things i don't have and the loss of a dream.
i thought things would look different.  i thought i might be devastated.  i counted on a certain support team, but instead received peace from the only one who can grant peace.
i don't know where to go </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/9059654704390966079/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=9059654704390966079' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/9059654704390966079'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/9059654704390966079'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/07/i-am-sore.html' title='i am sore.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-7819763099561429669</id><published>2010-07-15T15:00:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-07-15T15:00:15.865-07:00</updated><title type='text'>life.</title><summary type='text'>well hello there...it has been awhile.  so much is changing and i have been overwhelmed with the monstrosity that is my life.  i've come to realize that i don't want to write light, fluffy stuff if that is not how the days are going.  i am spending most of my time filling my every moment with things to do or checking out for a few hours by doing senseless stuff like tv and reading.  i don't feel </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/7819763099561429669/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=7819763099561429669' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7819763099561429669'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7819763099561429669'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/07/life.html' title='life.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-6843305288917929836</id><published>2010-06-19T00:24:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-19T00:24:54.222-07:00</updated><title type='text'>on the edge.</title><summary type='text'>i feel the constant pressure as the water continues to rise.  small streams cascade down my cheeks as the wind picks up.  the tiniest pebble causes a ripple effect and i can't hold back the tears.  this flood threatens to demolish the structure i so carefully constructed.

this season has me reeling.  though the list of struggles may seem small, the foundation being rocked has far-reaching </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/6843305288917929836/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=6843305288917929836' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6843305288917929836'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6843305288917929836'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/on-edge.html' title='on the edge.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-2766670303566145860</id><published>2010-06-18T08:11:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-18T08:11:23.296-07:00</updated><title type='text'>thankful.</title><summary type='text'>things i am thankful for this morning:

late night phone calls that end in encouraging prayer
friends who i can count on to love me through all seasons of life
my toms shoes
cocoa pebbles
possible afternoon sunshine
being surrounded by so many awesome opportunities that my schedule fills up
long-distance hugs over facebook
today will be better than yesterday.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/2766670303566145860/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=2766670303566145860' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2766670303566145860'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2766670303566145860'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/thankful.html' title='thankful.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-5401260188835347566</id><published>2010-06-17T22:07:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-17T22:07:27.159-07:00</updated><title type='text'>to be blunt...</title><summary type='text'>today was a rough one.  exhaustion has taken over emotionally and physically.  here are a few things i am wrestling with... prayer would be greatly appreciated.

i am dreading an upcoming conversation.  fear of causing pain nearly sidelines me and i don't know if i will be able to speak due to overwhelming emotions.
i need wisdom regarding a decision that i need to make.  lists of pros and cons </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/5401260188835347566/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=5401260188835347566' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5401260188835347566'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5401260188835347566'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/to-be-blunt.html' title='to be blunt...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3617536420150082073</id><published>2010-06-17T20:56:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-17T21:20:34.457-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='music'/><title type='text'>empty my hands...</title><summary type='text'>this song by tenth avenue north so accurately describes my struggle right now.  go here to listen!
Empty My Hands
Mike Donehey

I've got voices in my head and they are so strong
And I'm getting sick of this oh Lord, how long
Will I be haunted by the fear that I believe
My hands like locks on cages
Of these dreams I can't set free

But if I let these dreams die
If I lay down all my wounded pride
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3617536420150082073/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3617536420150082073' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3617536420150082073'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3617536420150082073'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/empty-my-hands.html' title='empty my hands...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-2350938563759714413</id><published>2010-06-15T11:24:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-15T11:24:25.187-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='RUN'/><title type='text'>i registered...</title><summary type='text'>
for my first 5k!  i guess i can't back out now.  :o)  something about committing to it and knowing other people will be around really motivates me.  my competitive drive kicks in and gets me moving.  43 more days of training.  my goal is to be able to run the whole way without walking.
something i've been learning is to not underestimate my strength.  whether it is emotionally, spiritually, or </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/2350938563759714413/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=2350938563759714413' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2350938563759714413'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2350938563759714413'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/i-registered.html' title='i registered...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TBboRCXxebI/AAAAAAAAAo0/iZrL2TfBWgw/s72-c/run.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-6062593984469347109</id><published>2010-06-14T22:29:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-14T22:29:36.902-07:00</updated><title type='text'>weekend @ the beach.</title><summary type='text'>
i just spent the weekend at the beach with some of my favorite people in the world.  it was bittersweet knowing that our group is changing.  five of us have been called to step into different ministries and take a step back from the leadership of the college group at East Hill.

it was a tough time for me.  telling the people i love that God is calling me to step back was heartbreaking to me.  </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/6062593984469347109/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=6062593984469347109' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6062593984469347109'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/6062593984469347109'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/weekend-beach.html' title='weekend @ the beach.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TBb_F1SzgaI/AAAAAAAAAo8/H1zi9hBxg6Q/s72-c/leaders.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1250371805624638749</id><published>2010-06-11T11:46:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-11T11:46:56.124-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='God thoughts'/><title type='text'>i'm a little slow...</title><summary type='text'>
God has been speaking to me since before march 24th about my schedule.  i have felt His prompting to let go of a commitment and i have been fighting it ever since.
on my walk/run the other day, God gave me a picture of my reluctance.  i am like the hundreds of slugs that i have seen inching their way across the road.  the cars fly by and some slugs are in the wrong place at the wrong time.  my </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1250371805624638749/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1250371805624638749' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1250371805624638749'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1250371805624638749'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/im-little-slow.html' title='i&apos;m a little slow...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TBG-AN5kOKI/AAAAAAAAAos/eGKPlkVwvNQ/s72-c/DSCN9539.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-107351676388566300</id><published>2010-06-06T16:58:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-06T16:58:18.023-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='outdoor adventures'/><title type='text'>wanna see what i did yesterday?</title><summary type='text'>i totally slacked off and didn't take any pictures...but rae did!  rae, salem and i headed to the portland audubon society for a little adventure.  we met a cool owl, peregrine falcon, turkey vulture and a couple of other birds.  head over to rae's blog to see pictures!</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/107351676388566300/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=107351676388566300' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/107351676388566300'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/107351676388566300'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/wanna-see-what-i-did-yesterday.html' title='wanna see what i did yesterday?'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-2348509123882654778</id><published>2010-06-05T23:48:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-05T23:48:29.251-07:00</updated><title type='text'>i want to belong.</title><summary type='text'>
good news:  the weather was gorgeous today. 

bad news:  i have not been to the beach since january (when this photo was taken).

since the sun came out to play today, i saw more miatas than usual.  just like motorcyclists, miata owners acknowledge other miatas with a wave.  several times today i waved at total strangers and they waved back.  with the wind whipping through my hair, i searched my</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/2348509123882654778/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=2348509123882654778' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2348509123882654778'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/2348509123882654778'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/i-want-to-belong.html' title='i want to belong.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TAspmKXdoNI/AAAAAAAAAok/9kq0DpC6raU/s72-c/DSCN7679.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-4475469472316424533</id><published>2010-06-04T10:51:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-04T11:11:03.768-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='God thoughts'/><title type='text'>dreading the storm.</title><summary type='text'>i see a storm brewing in the distance.  fear of having my faith uprooted has been constantly on my mind.  last night, words of peace washed over my soul.

So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to live in him, rooted and built up in him, strengthened in the faith as you were taught, and overflowing with thankfulness.Colossians 2:6-7
just like regular weather forecasts, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/4475469472316424533/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=4475469472316424533' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4475469472316424533'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4475469472316424533'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/dreading-storm.html' title='dreading the storm.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1653355838298820905</id><published>2010-06-03T16:43:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-03T16:43:20.552-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='God thoughts'/><title type='text'>ah...</title><summary type='text'>amidst the drizzle and cloudy skies, the sunshine in my heart shines on.  God's timing and perfect provision come at just the right moment.  unexpected friendships and joy take a load off of my shoulders.

the quiet hum of cafe d surrounds me as i think about my day and the days coming.  peace invades my heart when i focus on the truth.

I know that the LORD is great, that our Lord is greater </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1653355838298820905/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1653355838298820905' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1653355838298820905'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1653355838298820905'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/ah.html' title='ah...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-5168481068828068004</id><published>2010-06-02T23:16:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-02T23:16:15.162-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='God thoughts'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='outdoor adventures'/><title type='text'>memorial day weekend = joy</title><summary type='text'>
the day before my great escape, i was seriously burdened regarding three main areas of my life.  knowing that i would have some time to chill with God, i painted some rocks to symbolize these specific things:  my heart, my relationships and the direction of my life.  i carried them with me in my pocket as a reminder to pray and give them to God.  the campground sits next to a river and i claimed</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/5168481068828068004/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=5168481068828068004' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5168481068828068004'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/5168481068828068004'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/06/memorial-day-weekend-joy.html' title='memorial day weekend = joy'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_oJx0Inj-RYA/TAb-pb8CaSI/AAAAAAAAAoc/7J5zyZL_IF8/s72-c/DSCN9426.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3561608740542604809</id><published>2010-05-25T18:39:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-05-25T18:40:24.832-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='God thoughts'/><title type='text'>hope.</title><summary type='text'>God is so {faithful}.  last night i stayed up later than i should, doing things that didn't really matter... like watching an episode of Friends and aimlessly perusing the internet.  by the time i decided to head to bed, my eyes didn't want to focus and my mind was a little bit fuzzy.  before i turned out the lights, i was convicted about not spending any time in the Bible.  i half-heartedly read</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3561608740542604809/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3561608740542604809' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3561608740542604809'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3561608740542604809'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/05/hope.html' title='hope.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-598689809879988855</id><published>2010-05-24T16:13:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-05-24T16:13:14.558-07:00</updated><title type='text'>guess what...</title><summary type='text'>i am blogging from my brand-new laptop!  months and months of saving my babysitting money and my pennies have finally paid off.  this has been my dream for years and yesterday i took a little trip down to the apple store to buy my new {friend}.

hours have been spent customizing this baby and exploring all the fun gadgets.  last night i opened a skype account (chariskay123) and talked to my mom </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/598689809879988855/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=598689809879988855' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/598689809879988855'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/598689809879988855'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/05/guess-what.html' title='guess what...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3353360137223597903</id><published>2010-05-22T22:30:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-05-22T22:35:57.985-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='azariah'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='meshach'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='outdoor adventures'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='mari'/><title type='text'>multnomah falls : april trip</title><summary type='text'>this is a delayed post too, but i couldn't resist sharing these pictures.

for future reference... if you are in need of a good workout, strap a thirty-five pound kid on your back and go hiking.  really, it is fun!

the babies toddlers {LOVE} to ride in the backpacks!  mari tends to fall asleep eventually and azariah quietly takes in all of the sights.  i seriously can't think of a time when they</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3353360137223597903/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3353360137223597903' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3353360137223597903'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3353360137223597903'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/05/multnomah-falls-april-trip.html' title='multnomah falls : april trip'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-1439656916901936233</id><published>2010-05-22T22:08:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-05-22T22:08:11.040-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='meshach'/><title type='text'>night out with meshach.</title><summary type='text'>so...on april 17th (over a month ago!), meshach and i were blessed to have a little date night!  i was given the opportunity to spend one night in a hotel and decided to drag him along with me.  :o)
i didn't bring the camera to the pool, but i do have to say that other than sleeping...we spent most of the time in the water.  he definitely loves swimming just like his auntie!  we even woke up </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/1439656916901936233/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=1439656916901936233' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1439656916901936233'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/1439656916901936233'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/05/night-out-with-meshach.html' title='night out with meshach.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-7526093722980142074</id><published>2010-05-07T16:23:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-05-07T16:23:16.773-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='RUN'/><title type='text'>run charis run!</title><summary type='text'>ok.  here's the thing.  i'm not always the greatest at following through on writing the blog posts that i promise.  i will get to those soon....hopefully.

lately i have felt {bleh} about myself.  my clothes seem to be shrinking and my food plates seems to be growing.  sugar has been one of my main food groups.  i feel like a slug. 

between watching the biggest loser and reading about some of my</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/7526093722980142074/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=7526093722980142074' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7526093722980142074'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/7526093722980142074'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/05/run-charis-run.html' title='run charis run!'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-4997244045026415735</id><published>2010-04-23T09:38:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-04-23T09:38:27.579-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='God thoughts'/><title type='text'>how many times?</title><summary type='text'>out of the overflow of my thoughts, my hands type.  :o)  i will finish the other catch-up posts soon... i promise.

last night during worship, God reminded me of a story out of 2nd Kings chapter 5.  the story of a man with leprosy who seeks healing and doesn't like the answer he receives.


Elisha sent a messenger to say to him, "Go, wash yourself seven times in  the Jordan, and your flesh will </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/4997244045026415735/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=4997244045026415735' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4997244045026415735'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4997244045026415735'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/04/how-many-times.html' title='how many times?'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3060087974838506828</id><published>2010-04-22T17:11:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-04-22T17:11:21.334-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='who am i?'/><title type='text'>feeling bleh.</title><summary type='text'>
this time last week, my joy was immeasurable.  today i am bleh.

motivation = 0
brownie batter + ice cream = food medication

did i seriously think that sugar would fill the need for God time and a good workout?  yeah...didn't work and now i'm regretting it.

it is amazing how many times i don't think about what the backlash may be for my renewed passion.  once again i was a threat.  after </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3060087974838506828/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3060087974838506828' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3060087974838506828'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3060087974838506828'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/04/feeling-bleh.html' title='feeling bleh.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-3365740176826255835</id><published>2010-04-20T21:40:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-04-20T21:40:45.676-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='friends'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='outdoor adventures'/><title type='text'>tulip time!</title><summary type='text'>
on april 10th i set off down to woodburn on a quest to find tulips.  stacy (a friend since middle school) met me at starbucks and we were on our way to the wooden shoe tulip farm.  it had been a while since we had hung out and i was so blessed to hear how God was challenging her.  He has great adventures planned for her on the mission field!


i absolutely adore tulips.  hundreds of pictures </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/3365740176826255835/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=3365740176826255835' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3365740176826255835'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/3365740176826255835'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/04/tulip-time.html' title='tulip time!'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-8923964984950327961</id><published>2010-04-20T20:23:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-04-20T20:23:17.702-07:00</updated><title type='text'>condiments.</title><summary type='text'>ketchup tomorrow...relish today.  :o)  that is how i've been living lately.  my blog desperately needs to be caught up though, so i am attempting to edit pictures and write amidst the frequent interruptions.  the kids all tend to want to sit in my lap whenever i sit down at the computer intent on accomplishing anything.

here is my blog to-do list:
__ tons of tulips
__ hike to multnomah falls
__ </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/8923964984950327961/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=8923964984950327961' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8923964984950327961'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/8923964984950327961'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/04/condiments.html' title='condiments.'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604099852883958172.post-4126359409273008140</id><published>2010-04-06T15:23:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-04-06T15:23:51.481-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='azariah'/><title type='text'>proof that azariah can read...</title><summary type='text'>well, kinda.  check this out!
 
</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/feeds/4126359409273008140/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=3604099852883958172&amp;postID=4126359409273008140' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4126359409273008140'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3604099852883958172/posts/default/4126359409273008140'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chariskay.blogspot.com/2010/04/proof-that-azariah-can-read.html' title='proof that azariah can read...'/><author><name>Charis Gleason</name><uri>https://profiles.google.com/112196643509647291387</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='//lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Ce1S12awFAM/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAyM/bxHIWWnYoXk/s512-c/photo.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry></feed>
